"I wanna be scared, don't wanna know why
Wanna feel good, don't have to be right
The world makes all kinds of rules for love
I say you gotta let it do what it does.."

After all this time, i finally found another guy worth giving my heart to. He is almost perfect, his personality, his hobbies, everything. He is so nice to me, its unbelieveable. He puts me first over everything, willing to do anything for me. On a very stressful night, i told him that i was scared he would leave. he looked me in the eye and told me "Your the girl i could fall in love with". I realized that there ARE guys out there that DO care about a girl. Everything makes sense and comes so easy. The only problem is that i feel like im forcing myself to act this way. Its not coming naturally, kinda like im acting. Heres the twist:
 
There is a guy that i have had crush on for quite sometime, and he sends me mixed signals. He is even more perfect, ... everything that i look for in a guy. from the looks, to his crazyness. I could love him. And now that another boy comes into my life, hes talking more and more to me. and Iv known him alot longer. But he can be a wild card, and he doesnt know what he wants. i dont want to let a good thing go because i might get a chance with someone else. im not good at this relationship stuff.
 
why are guys so confusing?

Tryna lvfe and love with a heart that cant be broken, is like tryna see the light..with eyes that cant be opened..
 
You cant sit around and wait for things to happen in your life, you have to go out and make it happen. if it doesnt fall into place after giving it everything you got, move on to something better. Dont let him see you cry.

When you cant decide what to do when you are stuck too deep in heartache, it like you in a game. a game that you always end up losing; and no matter how bad you get hurt, you always come back again to play sommore.
 
"it takes a second to say hello, and forever to say goodbye. walking away is easy, its what you leave behind that makes it hard"
 
why does it seem that no matter what happens, good or bad, how nice of a guy you find, something, anything, will set it all off and make it go all wrong, come crashing down right before your eyes??

I was sittin on my doorstep.
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand.
But i knew i had to do it, and he wouldnt understand.
So hard to see myself without him.
i felt a piece of my heart break, but when you're standing at a crossroad, theres a choice you gotta make..
 
I guess its gunna have to hurt,
I guess im gunan have to cry,
and let go of somethings i love to get to the other side,
i guess its gunna break me down,
Like falling when your trying to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
 
I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.
 
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
 
Time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now...
 
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Starts with goodbye,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

You better look quick, im in High Demand(: